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Do not judge me from what you read, for I am just Human.
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You should have known my name by now. Incase you didn't, its Erny. Being in the early 20s kinda freak me out. I have issues with aging, but than again..who doesn't, right? I couldn't be bothered with half of the things human worry about. But i have to admit i've had my fair share of bimbotic moments. I hate to be judged, but i can be pretty judgemental at times. But than again..who doesn't,right? I am very opinionated and cannot stop talking. Half of the things i say are silly and rubbish, sometimes it holds me above boiling soup. So don't consider whatever i say seriously. You might regret it later.=) But one thing for sure, i stay true to myself. I never try to be someone i am not or pretend to be someone i am not. I am original, what you see is what you get. I love my family, boyfriend and friends. They are the most important things that matters the most. More than diamonds do. I may come across as a spoilt-brat, but lux was the last one.
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Date: Thursday, January 7, 2010 || Time: 7:07 AM
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As i was flipping through(more like deleting) my previous blog updates, i realise that i never really had a special post in regards to my 2nd year anniversary with Wan. How sad, the one day that i look forward to blog about for the whole year. How can i ever forget? :-) So i am dedicating this entry to my one and only boyfriend, Rizuwan.
(as it may contain mushy words and girly expressions, i warn you readers, not for the faint-hearted) Yeahhh, at 7 in the morning. How romantic! Anyways...let me get started. Dearest Rizuwan, It's been two years since we sailed this love boat and we have braved past many strong currents and killer waves. I couldn't thank you enough for sharing the joy and happiness of your life with me. Making me an important part in your life. I couldn't thank you enough for the love and care you have showered me with. For they are just awesome-ly great. We may have quarrel every now and than. Sometimes over something as petty as where to go for a date or something as major as.......(only for us to know). But still we made it through all. After all, life is meaningless without the trials and tribulations. Thank you for going through all the hell and heavens of earth with me. Without you i'd be so loss, i will never know what to do. I am proud of you always. For all your achievements and the difference you made these past years. I am proud of it all. You proved to me that man can really change when they are in love. And i realise that as days go by, you changed for the better and you're always upgrading yourself to become a better friend, boyfriend, brother and son. That is why you are loved by not only me, but many. Although 2 years seemed short, but hell, it's long enough to make me realise that your love is nothing but sincere and true. It is long enough to make me realise that you are the only one i want to be with. For you have loved me dearly. And i thank you for that, dear love. No words can express how greatful i am to have you by my side always, in my life. Cheering me on in times of blue and always keeping my faith strong. You never fail to put a smile on my face everytime i feel dissatisfied with something. You made sure my days are bright, your priority is to make me feel happy and secure. And love, you did them all. I feel as if i'm in cloud 9 everytime our lips kissed. I feel as if im walking among the stars everytime i'm in your arms. And everytime you cuddle me to sleep, i don't find a need to wake up anymore. Because you are always with me. Sometimes your actions and words make me want to tear u into pieces. Sometimes your ignorance makes me want to punch you in the face. At times i feel like screaming in your ears when you don't listen. But all this made me love you even more each and every day. Because i know, at the end of the day we'll always be there for each other. You may not know this but i have made a promise to myself. I vow to love you unconditionally in times of good and the bad. I promise not to do anything that could hurt and harm you and i hope you'll promise the same. And i truly, really hope and pray that we'll stay committed and may the love never fade away. Because i love you and will always, forever DO. Lotsa Love;your dumb-ass girlfriend, ernyWaldorf! P/s: What's next? I want a diamond solitaire ring! You know what i mean.....! P/P/S: Thanks Huda for the wish! Imy!! |
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