Enough is never Enough.

ANNOUNCEMENT.

2010-01-14T00:45:00.002+08:00

I HAVE SOMETHING TO CLARIFY NOW.

SOME OF YOU THOUGHT I PURPOSELY DELETED YOU OFF MY FRIEND'S LIST WHEN YOU REALISE YOU COULDN'T VIEW MY PAGE.

WHEN ACTUALLY I DELETED MY FACEBOOK. DATED 01-01-10, I NO LONGER SUBSCRIBE TO FACEBOOK. I JUST DIDN'T INFORM ANYBODY ABOUT THE DELETE BECAUSE I DIDN'T THOUGHT IT WAS NECESSARY. BUT NOW, IT HAS ARISED SOME PROBLEMS, MISUNDERSTANDINGS.

I APOLOGISE IF I DIDN'T OFFICIALLY INFORM ANYBODY. HOPE THIS CLEARS THE AIR.

& BTW, I HAVE MOVED PERMANENTLY TO MY TUMBLR. PLEASE RELINK, THANK YOU..

P/S: I DON'T HATE ANYBODY. SO PLEASE, DON'T JUST JUMP TO CONCLUSIONS OKAY? I AM A CHANGED PERSON.

This person deserve it =)

2010-01-11T14:55:00.003+08:00

Don't pretend to have money when you don't. Don't pretend to be RICH when you're not.

I DON'T BUY FAKE STUFF AND THEN BRAG AS IF THEY'RE ORIGINAL AND AUTHENTIC!

Hahaha, we are laughing at you because your fakeness and desperation to be 'rich&glamorous' is so damn hilarious and trying too hard.

Babe, just stop trying to hard okay? Pfft!
& it's a shame that you have the cheeks to show off illegal, copyrighted items! Eeeee yerrrr! Malu!! Such a disgrace!

Canon Eos 7D

2010-01-11T00:02:00.002+08:00

We were overjoyed when ayah surprised us yet again. On a random Sunday night, he and mummy came home with a new Canon Eos 7D!!!!!!! Now i can take extra pretty photos! =)

Happy Happy!!

& it cost him a fortune ah, tsk tsk!!!

At first glance, i thought it only cost $212.55

Than i wonder, walao..Where got DSLR cost so cheap?

Than i take a look again, oh...It's $3249.

$212.55 was the GST!!

Hah! Silly, silly me!

I can't wait to take photos now!!!!!

p/s: photos were taken with mobile.

Crankiness=Stupid post.

2010-01-08T04:38:00.003+08:00

This would be, let me see...

*Count with fingers, moved on to toes...still not enough*

Countless times i've redone my skin layout.

That'll be like three times today and god knows how many times i've changed the days before.

Wahhh Erny, you sure have ALOT of time to spare huh?

I don't think it's because I have plenty time in hand. More like i'm being fickle-minded and indecisive.

At times, a little skeptical.

It's not like i have that many readers, more like none!

But I still insist on making my blog look as presentable, neat and as easy for my so called 'readers' to navigate around without getting confuse to death!

And honestly, i don't like the latest one even a bit. It's too plain and amateur.

More like the ones a primary school girl would use!

Aiyoo, is it that hard to get a good layout/skin these days?

Blogskins isn't of much help either.

In this kind of situations, i just wish I am XiaXue.

What would XiaXue do?

Oh let me guess, she won't do anything because she have people do it for her.

All she have to do is pile on a fairly thick amout of makeup, pose and smile for the camera.

And the next thing she knows, her near-perfect photo is all up and ready as her main picture on her blog skin!

Life is unfair!!

Why only bitches like her can succeed in so many things yet do so little things.

Haiyah, than again...She writes very well and she sure have interesting topics to discuss or debate about every post!

Unlike me, non-stop whining and complaints written all over my pathetic blog!

Pardon the crankiness lah. Suffering a serious case of insomnia. Haven't had good sleep for a few days now. Infact from the day i returned from Wan's place, i haven't manage to catch a good, deep sleep. Unlike when i was over at his place. I slept like a pig, not even a bomb can wake me up!

See Biek, i told you i couldn't sleep without you. Now you believe me?

(If he was here, he would say this 'You ader aja alasan tak nak tido')

I shall try to sleep now. I don't want to have 1 ton of eyebags when i meet Wan tomorow.

Eh salah, today! What?! It's Friday already? So fast..Sighh.

And the next thing you know, the world ended.

Goodnight fellow insomnian's!

Inner Creativity

2010-01-08T00:40:00.005+08:00

As i have repeatedly say before, I have plenty/alot/many/excess time in hand. I sit around, slump around and mop around the house with nothing better to do. And I felt stupid and useless for not having do anything besides chores and more chores.

Being the intellectual person I know I am, I REFUSE to be branded as 'good-for-nothing' or worse. So i decided to try(and failed) and put my creativity to the test. I learnt some basic tips on photo editing using Photoshop. Thanks to XiaXue's Guide to Life, I feel a little bit 'berguna'.

As I am still in a learning process, i've tried(and failed) many times to make the pictures look as natural as possible. I used a picture of my younger sister as a guinea pig, a picture of her looking very sick(case of the Chicken Pox!). o_O"

It took me almost one hour just to perfect this look. Instead of making her look all dolled up and pretty, I made her look like she belonged to the Addam's Family. *Gulppp*

Please resist the temptation of laughing your ass off. I deserve some credits for atleast attempting an area I've ever exactly took consideration before. So here's what I have done, so far...

How, nice tak you all??

Hahahahahahahahaahahahhahahaaha!!!

In a way, she looks retardedly pretty lah kan??

You judge, i'm turning in for bed.

Don't laugh too hard!

2ND BLISSFUL YEAR

2010-01-07T07:07:00.004+08:00

As i was flipping through(more like deleting) my previous blog updates, i realise that i never really had a special post in regards to my 2nd year anniversary with Wan. How sad, the one day that i look forward to blog about for the whole year. How can i ever forget?

:-)

So i am dedicating this entry to my one and only boyfriend, Rizuwan.

(as it may contain mushy words and girly expressions, i warn you readers, not for the faint-hearted)

Yeahhh, at 7 in the morning. How romantic!

Anyways...let me get started.

Dearest Rizuwan,

It's been two years since we sailed this love boat and we have braved past many strong currents and killer waves. I couldn't thank you enough for sharing the joy and happiness of your life with me. Making me an important part in your life. I couldn't thank you enough for the love and care you have showered me with. For they are just awesome-ly great.

We may have quarrel every now and than. Sometimes over something as petty as where to go for a date or something as major as.......(only for us to know).

But still we made it through all. After all, life is meaningless without the trials and tribulations.

Thank you for going through all the hell and heavens of earth with me. Without you i'd be so loss, i will never know what to do.

I am proud of you always. For all your achievements and the difference you made these past years. I am proud of it all. You proved to me that man can really change when they are in love. And i realise that as days go by, you changed for the better and you're always upgrading yourself to become a better friend, boyfriend, brother and son.

That is why you are loved by not only me, but many.

Although 2 years seemed short, but hell, it's long enough to make me realise that your love is nothing but sincere and true. It is long enough to make me realise that you are the only one i want to be with.

For you have loved me dearly.

And i thank you for that, dear love.

No words can express how greatful i am to have you by my side always, in my life. Cheering me on in times of blue and always keeping my faith strong. You never fail to put a smile on my face everytime i feel dissatisfied with something. You made sure my days are bright, your priority is to make me feel happy and secure. And love, you did them all.

I feel as if i'm in cloud 9 everytime our lips kissed. I feel as if im walking among the stars everytime i'm in your arms.

And everytime you cuddle me to sleep, i don't find a need to wake up anymore.

Because you are always with me.

Sometimes your actions and words make me want to tear u into pieces. Sometimes your ignorance makes me want to punch you in the face. At times i feel like screaming in your ears when you don't listen. But all this made me love you even more each and every day.

Because i know, at the end of the day we'll always be there for each other.

You may not know this but i have made a promise to myself.
I vow to love you unconditionally in times of good and the bad.

I promise not to do anything that could hurt and harm you and i hope you'll promise the same.

And i truly, really hope and pray that we'll stay committed and may the love never fade away.

Because i love you and will always, forever DO.

Lotsa Love;your dumb-ass girlfriend,

ernyWaldorf!

P/s: What's next? I want a diamond solitaire ring! You know what i mean.....!

P/P/S: Thanks Huda for the wish! Imy!!

Just random.

2010-01-06T20:11:00.002+08:00

I've changed my bedsheets, new pillow cases replacing the old ones and vacuumed my room.
Giving the plenty of free time I have in hand, i think it's just appropriate i put it to good use.
Now I can sleep feeling so fresh and clean =)

I'm going job hunting next week, I hope luck will be on my side. It's 2010 already, i need to start earning my own money for a change.
My parents can't possibly support me through out, i'm turning 21 in 5 months time and it's a shame that i am still relying on allowance from my parents.
Bad shame, boo hoo!!

Speaking of birthdays, what shall i plan for my party? 21 gang, mesti buat besar-besaran. Haha!
Whatever....

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Anyways, I want to publicly apologize to Hanah for what happened.
I am very sure it wasn't intentional and Wan didn't mean what he did. Pardon his ignorance Hanah, sometimes he just didn't think before he speaks.
Considering the years you have known him, i think you fairly well know what i'm trying to say.
I hope this incident won't tarnish the friendship that we've built, for i cherish all my friends and wouldn't want silly things like this to get into the way of our friendship.
Thank you Babe.

& for this, remind me not to tell Wan anything that has to do with someone else's personal life. He might be my dearest boyfriend, but sometimes i think it's better to don't just tell everything and trust him not to say anything.
My boyfriend is an ultra-mega-pain in the ass sometimes.
But still, I love him. & that's practically one of the reasons why i put up with him for 2 years now.
He may be ignorant, selfish and plain goofy at times, still I love him. Oh gawddd.

Speaking of the devil, i just got a text from him. Lol.
Till then, see you guys later....

Forgiveness is great.

2010-01-05T22:25:00.004+08:00

Sometimes when you are angry you say the most outrageous things and do the silliest things. Sometimes it hurts one, sometimes it hurts many.

But it's always a good thing to forgive and forget.
I am brought up that way.
The one value that my parents have taught us is to be forgiving.

I have promised myself to forgive everyone and anyone that will wrong me in the future.
Be it on purpose or not, i will be forgiving. That's the true spirit for all occasion, not only on
Hari Raya.

I have decided that will be my New Year's Resolution=)

Goodnight.

2010-01-04T23:21:00.001+08:00

Before the moon sings to the stars...
Before the birds returned home...
Before we call it a night...

Alahhhhhh..
Senang cakap before kita tido lah.
Heheh =)

Goodnight January..